be grateful and always be

I know there is something wrong inside I don’t know well I just feel it Feel so strange inside Like there was something force to come out but no way out So strange When tears is the one that comes out from the eyes So strange When you don’t know yourself well So strange When you find yourself in a weakness This is fair Only me and my thought aren’t strong enough to face It isn’t the first time I do this again and again Well, I don’t know who I am Myself were under my control Myself, don't even want to be honest to me.